Life is so different now compared to how it used to be. The feeling of being a round peg in a square hole was how I always used to feel, especially during the years when I studied journalism and then lived and worked in London as a journalist and editor. I felt totally unfulfilled, hiding my depression and knowing deep in my soul that there was more to life.

An opportunity to live abroad in the Caribbean was definitely the adventure and challenge I wasn’t expecting, culminating in the spiritual awakening I didn’t see coming. I now understand that I absolutely had to hit rock bottom and climb back up as a completely different version of myself. It was literally in my darkest hour when the gift of automatic writing unlocked for me, and I was guided and encouraged to do deep inner healing work and realise many truths about the world that I was asleep to. After falling deep down the rabbit hole, it was a while before I climbed back up and was ready to learn about frequency, vibration, and the power of surrendering.

Over a 10-year period, I would write almost every day, in awe, never knowing what guidance would come through my hand. Little did I know then that I was in training in surrender and letting go. I had to do a lot of letting go - emotionally, mentally, and physically! But all the trials, tribulations, and challenges that came with it were all so worth it. During that time, I also trained in different energy healing modalities, yoga, became a meditation teacher, and spent hours by myself in meditation.

I am beyond grateful for having been guided and inwardly taught to trust and surrender. Now I understand that it’s my purpose to be a catalyst and guide to assist other light workers to surrender; to act as a mirror reminding them of the inner peace that’s possible and how they can become magnetic to the life that is waiting for them. What an adventure it has turned out to be, so different from what my mind thought it wanted for me. Surrender equals a soul-led life, and I cannot think of a happier or more peaceful place we could be.

Big Love,
💛
Helen